Memorable Day.

So today me, my mum, my sis and my grandma from Ipoh went to Muar to meet my grandma in Muar. They haven't met each other for 14 years because of the divorcement of my parents. Finally.. they met after 14 years...

So as usual, before I start my post, OOTD comes first :D Loving my new creepers. <3

So we went out around 9:30am and arrived around 1pm. My butt hurt a lot omg. We went to have lunch together and the grandmas talked a lot. My aunts talked to my mum a lot too and I was like, yay food. Eat, eat and eat. T_T

Really love Muar's food because most of them are spicy and I love eating spicy food. I'm gonna jump to conclusion because I don't really have the mood to continue.

How I wish everything will be the same as how it used to be.

I love them both a lot.. If things were still the same, they're probably best friends now. Haha!

I had an enjoyable day with them. Seeing them smile, laugh make me happy too. How I wish this will continue until the end but after today, no more next time. :(

Oh I forgot to post these pictures which I really like.

I don't know why am I feeling so down right now... I tend to think a lot when I'm alone. I dont really know how to express my feeling through words but... it 's tiring, keeping everything inside.
Why? Why is she not talking to me anymore? Is it because she has found someone better than me? Is this what friends are supposed to be? I'm so effing tired that I don't even want to look for her anymore. I know this probably doesn't mean anything to her because she has a very good, nice, perf person beside her.

What can I say.. I'm just so disappointed in her.. and myself for being not good enough. I suck, I don't know how to appreciate people around me, and that's why they left. Well I deserve it, I don't even have the right to blame on anyone. This will be the last time... I promise I won't blame on anyone anymore next time because college life means I'm going to meet new people, which means I'm going to have new friends, which means I will not care so much for her anymore.

I have no right to blame you, yeah... So let's not be friends anymore, as I'm such a burden to you.. I'm sorry and thank you for everything.



First post of 2014? Hah.